09-17-2015, 03:31 PM
Okay, long story short.
-Been feeling like shit due to slacking off.
-Had intense doubt yesterday, had a talk with Sweets that helped get me motivated.
I laid down with the Nightmare Rarity plush, turned my clock away, closed my eyes and just spoke with her. Little forcing, just trying to quell my mind into a state of peace, gently willing her voice into my head, I mostly kept quiet. It was subtle, but it felt separate from me, it seemed to gently flow. It felt rather amazing, honestly.
I was able to do this near uninterrupted for at least twenty minutes. May not sound like much, but for me it's a sign that I CAN do this.
I honestly don't think I've ever felt that relaxed during a meditation session before. It was beautiful.
-Been feeling like shit due to slacking off.
-Had intense doubt yesterday, had a talk with Sweets that helped get me motivated.
I laid down with the Nightmare Rarity plush, turned my clock away, closed my eyes and just spoke with her. Little forcing, just trying to quell my mind into a state of peace, gently willing her voice into my head, I mostly kept quiet. It was subtle, but it felt separate from me, it seemed to gently flow. It felt rather amazing, honestly.
I was able to do this near uninterrupted for at least twenty minutes. May not sound like much, but for me it's a sign that I CAN do this.
I honestly don't think I've ever felt that relaxed during a meditation session before. It was beautiful.