Shimmer Majesty

[Sentimental Gentleman]

It's a pleasure to have you here, Shimmer Majesty! I hope you find the forums stimulating, pleasant, and helpful as you figure this out. And it sounds like you may have looked into the otherkin community, but if you haven't, it might behoove you to do that. I'm sorry if that's obvious advice, but it seems like, even if you discover that you don't see yourself as an otherkin, they may have helpful things to say about similar situations.