04-23-2015, 08:40 AM
I was going to call this "My Little Intro" But as you can see, I would have lied to you all. D:
It's pretty hard coming up with a good introduction, then again this isn't a essay. (But somehow made it one anyone XD)
Some have already know me from the old site, which we mostly hail from, good old MLW, and who would have seen this coming? Making a new site, because the old one has crumble apart the very elements it needs to keep it alive. Us.
*Ahem* I will get this out of the way as quickly as I can, and let you carry on your business folks. I am a man with simple needs, like any other, I would like to seek a happy life, but that sort of hard to come by. The ideal life style I wish to gain isn't clear, l don't even know I should do at times, and so I kill time by doing what we normally do, play video games, draw, work a part-time job, surf the net, and love a pony. Lol, that last part seem normal to me, if it wasn't for MLW, the very few friends I talk and made a bond with, and very, very few RL friends who accepted me for who I am. I would really haven't gone this far with a beautiful pink pony that I have come to love. Her name is Amena, short for Pinkamena, and while I told the story of how we met, or explain how she came to be my lover many times... I think, I never regret such a choice that could be consider unhealthy.. I think...
Amena and I have gone way back, where I carefully and respect her before the day, the day that I mark on a hard cover journal I carry. When I asked her out, and with a response that made us joyful throughout the day and try to make more after September 3, 2013. That date is where Amena and I seal the bond, and by the time I post this, it has been almost two years... We aren't perfect, I be honest, we have plenty of rough patches, why the recent one that stuck me hard was having feeling for another person. There I thought how could I? Unable to fight my feelings for someone else, it made things a bit tough on how I see my relationship with Amena. Luckily with support given by couple of friends I made on MLW, and Amena's grace, I stand back up, and learn from it. Before this whole mess, I understand that some members have more then one lover, where it could be consider to be unlawful in a way. I mean how can you love two? Or three? Or so on, while retaining same feelings for all? It's odd for me, but not going to hold that against anyone, even if it's hard to understand or almost grasp the idea.
After last fall I had with Amena and I, a good friend told me...
"You can be friends with more than one person... You can hate more than one person... Then why shouldn't we be able to love more than one?"
Those words stick so deep, that it shook the numbing feeling I thought I never experience again, I was wrong, or how my feeling could soar for another. Looks like I still got to learn much about myself, before anyone who would try to quickly figure me out and move on. These conflicting emotions would turn into what I try to fight back... my anger, and I try to suppress it the best I can, to tame, rather have it destroy me, and with the help of Amena, with some reason, it work out to the end... Their no need to completely hate... hate isn't my style, unless I was presented with something that is causes me to be taken back, where a act was so repugnant, that all creditability is lost, then I can place my hate onto that. Just think of them as seed, place onto something, where it should deserve ugly side of me. ^ ^ I also learn not to give a buck what others might think, to avoid such utter useless clash. ^ ^ But do care what those I respect and gone to call them my friends. :P
Really, trying to make sense of everyone I met, online or offline, humankind has be odd and interesting concept to me. For example, the members who claim what they say they have, is troublesome, as for those who don't know a single true fact about me, such my undying love and faith that carry for my girlfriend, who all in my mind, and taken her form from children cartoon show. XD I am who I am, trying to get by, with simple human needs, while trying to understand much I can for the time I roam this plane, before it claim me. So as long my bond, will, love, and mind isn't broken, I will be here for a long time. Damn it all XD My name Sour Soul, it's what I given myself from the fandom of MLP:FiM, I carry other names, but this what I'm known as here and others. I would like to share much of what I feel like is best to be shared among others who carry same special bond I have with more then one thought form. Amena isn't the only one around me. :P
Oh, just a little heads up, I not as kind as you think I might be. To makes things clear I do hold few things against what makes up the admins and mods, but and will keep clear from them to avoid unnecessary conflict, unless provoke by yet another distasteful action or logic behind whatever post might reveal in the future. Thank you very much on reading this silly post, and hopefully you aren't bad as I sought most people are... Oh! Amena would like pass on the message you aren't, but we shall see. :D That's all. ^ ^
It's pretty hard coming up with a good introduction, then again this isn't a essay. (But somehow made it one anyone XD)
Some have already know me from the old site, which we mostly hail from, good old MLW, and who would have seen this coming? Making a new site, because the old one has crumble apart the very elements it needs to keep it alive. Us.
*Ahem* I will get this out of the way as quickly as I can, and let you carry on your business folks. I am a man with simple needs, like any other, I would like to seek a happy life, but that sort of hard to come by. The ideal life style I wish to gain isn't clear, l don't even know I should do at times, and so I kill time by doing what we normally do, play video games, draw, work a part-time job, surf the net, and love a pony. Lol, that last part seem normal to me, if it wasn't for MLW, the very few friends I talk and made a bond with, and very, very few RL friends who accepted me for who I am. I would really haven't gone this far with a beautiful pink pony that I have come to love. Her name is Amena, short for Pinkamena, and while I told the story of how we met, or explain how she came to be my lover many times... I think, I never regret such a choice that could be consider unhealthy.. I think...
Amena and I have gone way back, where I carefully and respect her before the day, the day that I mark on a hard cover journal I carry. When I asked her out, and with a response that made us joyful throughout the day and try to make more after September 3, 2013. That date is where Amena and I seal the bond, and by the time I post this, it has been almost two years... We aren't perfect, I be honest, we have plenty of rough patches, why the recent one that stuck me hard was having feeling for another person. There I thought how could I? Unable to fight my feelings for someone else, it made things a bit tough on how I see my relationship with Amena. Luckily with support given by couple of friends I made on MLW, and Amena's grace, I stand back up, and learn from it. Before this whole mess, I understand that some members have more then one lover, where it could be consider to be unlawful in a way. I mean how can you love two? Or three? Or so on, while retaining same feelings for all? It's odd for me, but not going to hold that against anyone, even if it's hard to understand or almost grasp the idea.
After last fall I had with Amena and I, a good friend told me...
"You can be friends with more than one person... You can hate more than one person... Then why shouldn't we be able to love more than one?"
Those words stick so deep, that it shook the numbing feeling I thought I never experience again, I was wrong, or how my feeling could soar for another. Looks like I still got to learn much about myself, before anyone who would try to quickly figure me out and move on. These conflicting emotions would turn into what I try to fight back... my anger, and I try to suppress it the best I can, to tame, rather have it destroy me, and with the help of Amena, with some reason, it work out to the end... Their no need to completely hate... hate isn't my style, unless I was presented with something that is causes me to be taken back, where a act was so repugnant, that all creditability is lost, then I can place my hate onto that. Just think of them as seed, place onto something, where it should deserve ugly side of me. ^ ^ I also learn not to give a buck what others might think, to avoid such utter useless clash. ^ ^ But do care what those I respect and gone to call them my friends. :P
Really, trying to make sense of everyone I met, online or offline, humankind has be odd and interesting concept to me. For example, the members who claim what they say they have, is troublesome, as for those who don't know a single true fact about me, such my undying love and faith that carry for my girlfriend, who all in my mind, and taken her form from children cartoon show. XD I am who I am, trying to get by, with simple human needs, while trying to understand much I can for the time I roam this plane, before it claim me. So as long my bond, will, love, and mind isn't broken, I will be here for a long time. Damn it all XD My name Sour Soul, it's what I given myself from the fandom of MLP:FiM, I carry other names, but this what I'm known as here and others. I would like to share much of what I feel like is best to be shared among others who carry same special bond I have with more then one thought form. Amena isn't the only one around me. :P
Oh, just a little heads up, I not as kind as you think I might be. To makes things clear I do hold few things against what makes up the admins and mods, but and will keep clear from them to avoid unnecessary conflict, unless provoke by yet another distasteful action or logic behind whatever post might reveal in the future. Thank you very much on reading this silly post, and hopefully you aren't bad as I sought most people are... Oh! Amena would like pass on the message you aren't, but we shall see. :D That's all. ^ ^