04-25-2015, 01:29 PM
Just small stuff today, perhaps some of it to remind myself.
I think I may have given Nightmare some more...energy? Today I ended up getting into some conversations that required her to speak, so I channeled her voice in my head, what I've been doing the past several months with her speech. Sometime a bit later I felt very tired, and just wanted to sleep. Even after eating I knew I still just wanted to sleep. I'm hoping I'm getting further and further with this voice thing.
And on the downside today I found myself doubting as to whether or not I felt her touch...it took me a bit, but I was able to remind myself I had before, luckily no break down or overwhelming feelings of hopelessness.
I think I may have given Nightmare some more...energy? Today I ended up getting into some conversations that required her to speak, so I channeled her voice in my head, what I've been doing the past several months with her speech. Sometime a bit later I felt very tired, and just wanted to sleep. Even after eating I knew I still just wanted to sleep. I'm hoping I'm getting further and further with this voice thing.
And on the downside today I found myself doubting as to whether or not I felt her touch...it took me a bit, but I was able to remind myself I had before, luckily no break down or overwhelming feelings of hopelessness.