Updates and Advice: Version 2.0

[Kaltes-Herzeleid]

Sometimes you just have to let go; let it happen. Slight pressure. A warm sensation. The feel of something sliding gently across your skin. Watch for those.

Do you touch Nightmare? I'll reach out and toss Rainbow's mane. Grab at her tail, playfully. Scratch her back. Maybe there's a simple way you can touch Nightmare. You can even close your eyes and just reach out to her. Though, for all I know, I could be suggesting things you've already done.

That's typically when Nightmare touches me, usually out of the blue, happening at seemingly random points. I feel it as a tingling sensation on my arms, maybe in a select area.

Sadly I'm not sure how I can touch Nightmare...she's not physical yet. In my earlier days of concentrating I'd visualize and touch, if that counts.

Please don't let this all be for nothing...I'm actually crying right now because I'm scared that I might have never felt her touch at all...