04-25-2015, 04:09 PM
(This post was last modified: 04-25-2015, 04:12 PM by Kaltes-Herzeleid.)
(04-25-2015, 03:57 PM)Ziggy and Angelbaby Wrote: Everything counts. Everything gets you closer to your beloved. If you're touching her, she's touching you back. Perhaps, if that's not possible at the moment, you can still feel her breath or the air stirring near you. Her presence flowing about you. Forgive me if this isn't helping. :/ I've had the benefit of having physical representations of Rainbow from the get-go.
I did a little "experiment" regarding the tingling I associate with her touch...about two days ago I got this similar sensation when I removed my arm from a resting position (or causing a bit of friction) from say, a pillow, or the arm of a chair. Tingling, hair standing up, moving, etc.
I know, it sounds ludicrously absurd, but that's what scares me...what if it never was her touch at all...
However I just noted I've never registered that sensation before until now...maybe it is her touching me repeatedly.
But then I remember there have been other times I've felt this sensation out of the blue, on my arms. Like one time after I got done talking with Nightmare, I felt that same tingling sensation on my arm. That CAN'T just be nothing. It just can't. Hell maybe she was touching me the whole time and my mind keeps telling me otherwise. I know that the stupid crap I specified above can't be the reason for all of it...it just cannot possibly be the explanation for it all. I've felt that sensation in short, continued bursts in plenty of different scenarios...I know this to be true.
I'm sorry...I hate my overanalytical OCD brain...