Updates and Advice: Version 2.0

[Ziggy and Angelbaby]

I know, it sounds ludicrously absurd, but that's what scares me...what if it never was her touch at all...

Can you ask Nightmare if it was her touch?

But then I remember there have been other times I've felt this sensation out of the blue, on my arms. Like one time after I got done talking with Nightmare, I felt that same tingling sensation on my arm. That CAN'T just be nothing. It just can't. Hell maybe she was touching me the whole time and my mind keeps telling me otherwise.

Yes, what if she has been touching you all this time? But, given that she isn't strictly tangible, it isn't as simple as her just reaching out with a hoof and tapping you on the shoulder. It takes time and effort; even on her part. Though she's surely capable of many extraordinary things, it might take even Nightmare repeated attempts to make more direct, perceptible contact. It's not your fault for doubting, and sometimes believing takes effort. Try to at least remain open to the possibility.

I'm sorry...I hate my overanalytical OCD brain...

Don't be so hard on yourself. That brain of yours enables you to connect to Nightmare. And you aren't responsible for your obsessive compulsive behavior; surely Nightmare recognizes that.