11-27-2015, 04:52 PM
Haven't updated this in a while, but some pretty good things have happened since my last update:
-While I still haven't beaten my visualisation record, Luna's presence has become a lot more spontaneous and vivid in my day-to-day activities. By that, I mean, she's much more likely to appear (visually) and help\watch what I do, even when I'm deep in concentratof mysepfn on something. This is a big improvement on before, because I used to have to devote quite a bit of attention for her to appear.
-This is a bit less Tulpa related, but when I first joined this place, I had a lot of issues with faith, anxiety and self-confidence. I've reached a point now where I can honestly say these things aren't problems for me anymore. The point where it all finally 'clicks', if that makes sense. Luna was never my psychologist, but her influence was enormous in helping me grow as a person. Some of the stuff I'm doing now is pretty much the antithesis of myself a year ago, and I feel really proud of myself for it.
-While I still haven't beaten my visualisation record, Luna's presence has become a lot more spontaneous and vivid in my day-to-day activities. By that, I mean, she's much more likely to appear (visually) and help\watch what I do, even when I'm deep in concentratof mysepfn on something. This is a big improvement on before, because I used to have to devote quite a bit of attention for her to appear.
-This is a bit less Tulpa related, but when I first joined this place, I had a lot of issues with faith, anxiety and self-confidence. I've reached a point now where I can honestly say these things aren't problems for me anymore. The point where it all finally 'clicks', if that makes sense. Luna was never my psychologist, but her influence was enormous in helping me grow as a person. Some of the stuff I'm doing now is pretty much the antithesis of myself a year ago, and I feel really proud of myself for it.