(12-24-2015, 07:19 PM)Gray Wrote:(12-24-2015, 06:52 PM)anmudkip Wrote: If you mean alone as in not having her around, then yeah, I'm with you there. The closest I have to her is my plushes I guess. I've been trying (badly) and failing for almost a year at this, but somehow haven't completely given up.
Oh I got hella plushies. 16ish? Twilight plushies? But yeah, for, 8 months at least? Maybe a year? I've been, pretty much carrying around with me a Twilight plushie. I'm only seperated from her for work. But I still have her at work, just, in a bag. So, we're kinda together 24/7. I was hoping if I loved and treated her like the real Twilight Sparkle, I'd eventually, forget that Twilight was ever a plush. Still, kinda trying for that I guess. Or something.
You and Amat Scintilla should compare collections!
I've got a much smaller collection in comparison (6 IIRC). I kinda did the same with my first Twilight, carrying her around everywhere in my house for about 3 years. I've even gone so far as to make myself a life size Twilight a few months ago, with a slight hope of what you desired happening. Reality seems to show that for me a plush isn't a replacement for tulpamancing or dream control unfortunately. (Made myself my now favorite plush, and opened a business opportunity at least!)
Oh well, maybe soon I'll actually force myself to force.
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