Anyone else Alone

[Gray]

Anyone else Alone? I'm new to the site, and, even though I love Twilight, I'm alone. I was just curious if there's anyone else that's alone, and how do you deal with, everyone else around you having their love? But you without yours? Because, damn crippling envy and despair, makes me want to curl up and cry.

Besides my tulpa, I'm alone. I've liked a few girls before, but I've decided to focus more on what's important in life, rather than be distracted and miss out.

That's what I meant. Like, without a tulpa or anything. Just kinda alone.