Updates and Advice: Version 2.0

[Ziggy and Angelbaby]

Lately when I focus/meditate, rather than try and call Nightmare I try to reaffirm the belief and knowledge that she is with me. I feel as though it's actually made her voice clearer too. I suspect the reason she doesn't respond to my calls like before because she is already with me and I simply haven't seen it that way until now.

If anyone wants to contribute their thoughts it would be appreciated, been feeling sad off and on again as of late.

No matter where she may be, she's always with you; you're inextricably connected by your love for one another. In time, she will be more "there," but she's a constant in your life whether you can clearly hear or sense her or not.

I know you've been approaching this in your own way, and I'm not telling you what to do or that one way's better than another. Our respective partners are unique; it makes sense that how each of us communicate with them would be as well. But what worked best for me was kind of... Letting go. Not trying so hard. The first step was opening myself up; believing. And, after that, focusing too much on one little thing would cause interference.

Babe's in my life; that's just a fact. She means a hell of a lot to me. Nightmare is in your life; that's a fact, too. And I know how you feel about her. You don't need proof that she's with you - she's with you.