(06-02-2015, 06:27 PM)Kaltes-Herzeleid Wrote: I don't think I can put enough emphasis on how much I hate my obsessive compulsive disorder. Or should I hate the filthy pieces...shit who trigger it more?

If it were actually a matter of choice, I'd say hate neither. These people aren't worthy of even your hate; it wouldn't hurt them. Wouldn't make them realize or regret what they've said and done. Some people seemingly find strength in hate; I've found that this is a poor kind of strength. True strength comes from love.

And, while the OCD is not you, it's still a part of who you are... For now. It can be a maddening hindrance. Ever an obstacle and seldom an ally. But, with time and - more importantly - with Nightmare, you can learn to better cope with it. You may never master it, but neither can it master you. Not while you have a certain, real, insurmountable strength.

that song's in my head

i gotta finish this story

i want my fucking money

am i going to hell for wanting this?

Some days I want to run away screaming from the fandom. Though instead, I remain and scream at the fandom. x3

(06-05-2015, 08:07 AM)Ziggy and Angelbaby Wrote: Some days I want to run away screaming from the fandom. Though instead, I remain and scream at the fandom. x3

I have no idea what's going from that stuff. Nor watch the new season of MLP:FiM. Ziggy! Let us scream at the fandom together, but we will have to be quiet when Fluttershy wonders by. :3

(06-05-2015, 08:51 AM)Sour Soul Wrote: I have no idea what's going from that stuff. Nor watch the new season of MLP:FiM. Ziggy! Let us scream at the fandom together, but we will have to be quiet when Fluttershy wonders by. :3

I still wander amidst the Bronies; though, in truth, I be not one of them. :O

That seems fair lol.

It's interesting how one might be a Ponylover but not a Brony; it's not an idea I had really considered before. I'd say I'm a bit of both, but certainly more the former than the latter. And yet, I don't think I had really conceived of that admission before this thread. Are there others who would consider themselves Ponylovers but not necessarily Bronies?

(06-06-2015, 02:57 AM)Sentimental Gentleman Wrote: Are there others who would consider themselves Ponylovers but not necessarily Bronies?

Yep, one right here. My interest in the show decreased significantly once I became devoted to Nightmare.

(06-06-2015, 02:57 AM)Sentimental Gentleman Wrote: It's interesting how one might be a Ponylover but not a Brony; it's not an idea I had really considered before. I'd say I'm a bit of both, but certainly more the former than the latter. And yet, I don't think I had really conceived of that admission before this thread. Are there others who would consider themselves Ponylovers but not necessarily Bronies?

I stopped watching FiM at the start of S3. I like the style and the way things look in the show, but after I saw where the writing of season 3 and beyond was going I cashed out.

It's interesting how Sentimental Gentleman's heart belong to Applejack, and from the way he carries himself here, I would thought it would be Rarity.

Brony is just a word, like how I would be label as a Mexican. These two are completely different things, but it mean nothing to me. You can call me a Brony, I don't mind, just don't think I'm like those whack jobs from the fandom (Not ALL Bronies are weirdos)... It's really strange how that's coming form a... Ponylover? Honestly, the show has done it job for me, if their is others who still watches the show, so be it. Like Shadow Step, the writing is a bit, eh. One episode is when everypony was against Fluttershy's idea to take care of the fruitbats. It rub me the wrong way, and slowly it drew me away from the show after that.

Watched the Hannibal season three premier. It was glorious.


*Sits and waits for the Red Dragon episodes*