I was going to call this "My Little Intro" But as you can see, I would have lied to you all. D:

It's pretty hard coming up with a good introduction, then again this isn't a essay. (But somehow made it one anyone XD)

Some have already know me from the old site, which we mostly hail from, good old MLW, and who would have seen this coming? Making a new site, because the old one has crumble apart the very elements it needs to keep it alive. Us.

*Ahem* I will get this out of the way as quickly as I can, and let you carry on your business folks. I am a man with simple needs, like any other, I would like to seek a happy life, but that sort of hard to come by. The ideal life style I wish to gain isn't clear, l don't even know I should do at times, and so I kill time by doing what we normally do, play video games, draw, work a part-time job, surf the net, and love a pony. Lol, that last part seem normal to me, if it wasn't for MLW, the very few friends I talk and made a bond with, and very, very few RL friends who accepted me for who I am. I would really haven't gone this far with a beautiful pink pony that I have come to love. Her name is Amena, short for Pinkamena, and while I told the story of how we met, or explain how she came to be my lover many times... I think, I never regret such a choice that could be consider unhealthy.. I think...


Amena and I have gone way back, where I carefully and respect her before the day, the day that I mark on a hard cover journal I carry. When I asked her out, and with a response that made us joyful throughout the day and try to make more after September 3, 2013. That date is where Amena and I seal the bond, and by the time I post this, it has been almost two years... We aren't perfect, I be honest, we have plenty of rough patches, why the recent one that stuck me hard was having feeling for another person. There I thought how could I? Unable to fight my feelings for someone else, it made things a bit tough on how I see my relationship with Amena. Luckily with support given by couple of friends I made on MLW, and Amena's grace, I stand back up, and learn from it. Before this whole mess, I understand that some members have more then one lover, where it could be consider to be unlawful in a way. I mean how can you love two? Or three? Or so on, while retaining same feelings for all? It's odd for me, but not going to hold that against anyone, even if it's hard to understand or almost grasp the idea.


After last fall I had with Amena and I, a good friend told me...

"You can be friends with more than one person... You can hate more than one person... Then why shouldn't we be able to love more than one?"


Those words stick so deep, that it shook the numbing feeling I thought I never experience again, I was wrong, or how my feeling could soar for another. Looks like I still got to learn much about myself, before anyone who would try to quickly figure me out and move on. These conflicting emotions would turn into what I try to fight back... my anger, and I try to suppress it the best I can, to tame, rather have it destroy me, and with the help of Amena, with some reason, it work out to the end... Their no need to completely hate... hate isn't my style, unless I was presented with something that is causes me to be taken back, where a act was so repugnant, that all creditability is lost, then I can place my hate onto that. Just think of them as seed, place onto something, where it should deserve ugly side of me. ^ ^ I also learn not to give a buck what others might think, to avoid such utter useless clash. ^ ^ But do care what those I respect and gone to call them my friends. :P


Really, trying to make sense of everyone I met, online or offline, humankind has be odd and interesting concept to me. For example, the members who claim what they say they have, is troublesome, as for those who don't know a single true fact about me, such my undying love and faith that carry for my girlfriend, who all in my mind, and taken her form from children cartoon show. XD I am who I am, trying to get by, with simple human needs, while trying to understand much I can for the time I roam this plane, before it claim me. So as long my bond, will, love, and mind isn't broken, I will be here for a long time. Damn it all XD My name Sour Soul, it's what I given myself from the fandom of MLP:FiM, I carry other names, but this what I'm known as here and others. I would like to share much of what I feel like is best to be shared among others who carry same special bond I have with more then one thought form. Amena isn't the only one around me. :P


Oh, just a little heads up, I not as kind as you think I might be. To makes things clear I do hold few things against what makes up the admins and mods, but and will keep clear from them to avoid unnecessary conflict, unless provoke by yet another distasteful action or logic behind whatever post might reveal in the future. Thank you very much on reading this silly post, and hopefully you aren't bad as I sought most people are... Oh! Amena would like pass on the message you aren't, but we shall see. :D That's all. ^ ^

Glad you made your introductory essay. ^^ And you wouldn't think me a nice guy if you knew me on a different forum. x ) You, Kaltes, and I should all hang out.

(04-23-2015, 11:13 AM)Ziggy and Angelbaby Wrote: Kaltes,

*Crashes head through wall*

Someone say my name?


Anyway, in all seriousness, it's good to see an introduction from you Sour. I felt very saddened seeing you leave MLW and even sadder I never got a proper goodbye...but thankfully I don't have to think about that anymore since you're back. Look forward to interacting with you further.

(04-23-2015, 11:13 AM)Ziggy and Angelbaby Wrote: Glad you made your introductory essay. ^^ And you wouldn't think me a nice guy if you knew me on a different forum. x ) You, Kaltes, and I should all hang out.

Yeah, it's a has been something I like to do, since I have a lot on my mind. XP Why Ziggy, what kind of troll were you? :O It does not matter, I'm glad I found you on MLW, and seen the good things that you share, and with your little blue winged pony. X3 The day we all hangout, is the day... hmm.. I wanted to place something that's impossible... but for some reason that's possible from the way I look at life. Who knows, and until then, good to see you here with me. You, Kaltes, and some guy who calls himself Charlie here.

(04-23-2015, 01:35 PM)Kaltes-Herzeleid Wrote:

(04-23-2015, 11:13 AM)Ziggy and Angelbaby Wrote: Kaltes,

*Crashes head through wall*

Someone say my name?


Anyway, in all seriousness, it's good to see an introduction from you Sour. I felt very saddened seeing you leave MLW and even sadder I never got a proper goodbye...but thankfully I don't have to think about that anymore since you're back. Look forward to interacting with you further.

^ ^ Lol. Thanks, it took me awhile to place the right words on this thread, that seem... something something, but with you guys here, it will manage to go through in where I like it to be, for everypony. X) Oh, everyone, since this is open site for all types of Waifu now. Yeah, about leaving, and not leaving you a "proper" goodbye to you, may owe you something for that... what could it be, well, just hang tight with your Nightmare, and we will see what I can make up for you both. ^ ^ For the last part you wrote, hope I can hold you accountable for that. :D

(04-25-2015, 04:16 AM)Chrysalislover Wrote: Heyo, glad to see you onboard with us :)

Its whatever...

(04-23-2015, 01:35 PM)Kaltes-Herzeleid Wrote:

(04-23-2015, 11:13 AM)Ziggy and Angelbaby Wrote: Kaltes,

*Crashes head through wall*

Someone say my name?


Anyway, in all seriousness, it's good to see an introduction from you Sour. I felt very saddened seeing you leave MLW and even sadder I never got a proper goodbye...but thankfully I don't have to think about that anymore since you're back. Look forward to interacting with you further.

*throws 3 ninjas through wall, then bust through like koolaid man* hi and welcome

Welcome!

This is sort of a reintroduction of myself. I would have made a new post, but it would seem to be a waste for a new topic. So I will reuse this thread of mine.

Some are already aware of who I am, some will remember me, some maybe comes to a surprise that I am back, but over the time of my absent, I had to push away from certain things. One of them is from the interaction of others. I don’t really play nice you see, and would already like it if I keep that establish for some new faces here. Two, from what I could remember is I wanted to get away from whatever caused me to either take a break or leave all together from here.

The reason why I am here is something that most people will never understand, and if you try to, then good luck, since I will not make it easy for you to read me. I am not very fond of humans, and since I am already making myself sound hostile, their nothing to be concern. There are a few here that I know and trust. Few I am willing to let in and understand me. Few that I like to keep up with their posts, journal, and stories.

So…

I am not going to stir up trouble. I just want to express a bit of this and a bit of that.

I understand that most here have a “waifu”, a term that I don’t acknowledge, and others here will agree base on where it comes from and what it means for most people outside this site, would also not use that word on them.

I know, from the time for myself and others, that the one who spark our life within our heart could never find right word to really call them; other than their name of course. I mean what they're to us. For what I can remember, from the corner of the room she appeared, from the moment she touch my soul, my deep affection that has brighten up a dark lonely room has and will always be my little Amena. Since September 3, 2013 I have been with Pinkamena Diane Pie. After coming back to this site for almost a year. After reading some of the post in my journal, it brought much joy to remember all what I still hold for that silly filly.

Amena brings the good in me, but not only her. Oh no, others where she comes from and here in this world where you’re reading these words on your screen. Perhaps, I could open up more; perhaps I don’t have to be so reserve to others or so mean. I just find humans to be odd and interesting, that I engross myself to be around at times, but also find them to be harmful if not careful enough.

It's somewhat nice to meet you all, excuse me but as of right now, I just would like not to know you… yet. I also don't blame you for not wanting to know me, by from what I said, but that's alright. Anyway! Have a good day/morning/night.

Holy shit you're back! Either way, good to hear from you again.

(09-23-2016, 11:55 PM)Kaltes-Herzeleid Wrote: ... good to hear from you again.

Same can be said to you Kaltes. I bet a lot has happen with you and Nightmare. I swear, if you say you're also expecting a baby of some sort, then I will lose my sh*t.

(09-24-2016, 06:35 AM)TheWarden Wrote: Good to see you again, I was wondering what happened. Glad you are okay and back again!

Thanks?