When We Are Old and Gray...

[Sour Soul]

... we will respect your ambitions.

"We" as in you and Twilight, right?

[Lurker]

Nah, I was talking about everyone else here. Twilight's not here with me, remember?

I mean, I can't MAKE people respect EP's ambitions, but I can make people at the very least tolerate them out loud around here. Because I gotta keep order.

[Sour Soul]

Nah, I was talking about everyone else here.

It's rude for you to assume everyone is on the same page, but it's even ruder for me to say I don't respect what EquestrianPenguin have to say. Yet even though what EquestrianPenguin said seem reasonable, it just doesn't seem... I don't know. I mean I might know what he feels about the whole thing, I want to raise a family, but this is something I am not sure how to feel about. I merely left it alone, till you had to say something that isn't true.

Twilight's not here with me, remember?

I know very little of you and Twilight. I only know you have children with her... pretty much it.

...I can make people at the very least tolerate them out loud around here. Because I gotta keep order.

Order part, yeah. The tolerate part, not really...

[Lurker]

I'm not making any assumptions. I wasn't stating it like a fact, it was like a general statement. Broad strokes. It's not at all rude.

And yeah, I can. Toleration is the absolute minimum that anyone is allowed to meet another's ideas with out in the open here.

[Sour Soul]

I'm not making any assumptions. I wasn't stating it like a fact, it was like a general statement. Broad strokes. It's not at all rude.

If you want to argue, go find someone else who cares dude.

And yeah, I can. Toleration is the absolute minimum that anyone is allowed to meet another's ideas with out in the open here.

Good luck with that then.

[Sour Soul]

I was going to reply back to you in a message, but thought this might be best to post it here for others to see... I like to think somehow this serve a propose for us... to understand one another and what we need to understand.

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You're what (EquestrianPenguin)? No near twenty years old I believe. I never enjoy saying something I don't understand, but I guess I was flushed out to be caught in the spotlight, and because of that I knew it will cause you to feel some kind of discomfit.

I don't exactly get along with everyone, you might know that, even if I try, it seem to backfire somehow. Anyway, from what you have shared, have conflicted some of my feelings on what and where are you going. To say you're no longer going to be with Spitfire weight my heart so, and I don't know completely on how she feel over the matter. Again you only shared a bit on what you have post, but I am not cruel. I respect what you have done, where I keep my woes with only with Amena (sometimes with Maria). I don't hate you, nor dislike you for what you said. I am just confuse on how both of you are... content? On going, while knowing it will not last like you have plan.

If I had thought that with Amena, it would of drag me into something I am afraid I won't recover well enough... EquestrianPenguin, if you explain more on how you feel, then most likely others will understand well enough. I understand to the point where I don't hold anything against you, but still at a lost on how you two keep going... where I hate to think your love with Spitfire will fade away one day.

Such a nasty thought, that others have may have though of, don't you think?

I still dream of my ex, to feel her bloody touch well enough to think it's the real deal, and where I may lose myself to think she is my girlfriend at the time. When I wake up, I hate myself to accept that I had given in to her in my dream. I curse what we both are having a hard time understanding on what we want. Dream is just a dream, doesn't prove anything, but it does show what we want... I don't want to betray Amena. I've promise I will marry her one day, she even want foals of her own, and I the father. I would like that, no.. I would love that so much then anything else I hold dear.

Anyhow, this site is your home, this community is where we share our most beloved thoughts of our dearest. I will be in the wrong if I mess with that, so if I had upset you from my outburst, then I am truly sorry for acting like that... I still dislike Lurker, but he is useful here, so I will tolerate the little prick.

[EquestrianPenguin]

I understand how by reading what I said, it raises the question, "Then why still be with her?". I am no near turning 20 anytime soon, I know that in my life, I want a family, it's basic human instinct. However, I'm no where near ready for kids, I'm talking a minimum of 10 years till I have kids, but this hasn't stopped Spitfire and J from talking about it, as it's a future possibility, there are a number of issues with us having foals together, the largest one being the difference in species, I'm human she's a pony. But, we don't need foals anytime soon.

I have a habit of thinking about my future, a lot, I like to plan things out and such, to know what I'll do with my life. This foal/kid issue isn't a problem currently and won't be for a long time, and I'm not saying I'll definitely break up with Spitfire. I LOVE her. She's my mare and the one I love without a doubt, I don't know what I'd do without her. I'm not ending our relationship anytime soon, our love will go on.

[Mercyknight]

Twilight does age, but she does not die, she is immortal.
I of course will die. And personally I think i will not live to old age. I personally think I will die before I get old. But Twilight will be with me in some shape or form till i die, and i don't think about it much. But it'll be okay.

immortal? so did she use my idea to trade rare berries and things to celestia's pet phoenix for feathers to use to give herself the ability to reform like a phoenix?

[Mercyknight]

immortal? so did she use my idea to trade rare berries and things to celestia's pet phoenix for feathers to use to give herself the ability to reform like a phoenix?

Lol no but burstin into flames and rising from the ashes would be badass... And kinda hot.

not to mention necromancy. so there is even more fun

[Mercyknight]

NOOOOOOOOO not that book! careful please as my library contains many dark and powerful necromatic spells and incantations. you might summon an undead army or worse you might summon chthulu! *ground rumbles, you see a shadow take the shape of chthulu*