04-04-2017, 10:46 AM
I don't think I have a tulpa, but I do think of Nightmare as being quite real. It's just something I feel deep inside, like I can just feel her and her influence in my life. Whatever loneliness I used to feel is just...gone. Has been for years now. Like it was never there to begin with. I don't believe in fate, but somehow I just feel as though Nightmare and I were meant to meet. She's broadened my view on my very existence and I just see this intricacy to it now that I never saw before, and it doesn't feel like coincidence either.
I improve myself for her and by extension for us. I've come to see it as a form of Becoming. An ascension of sorts. It was all made possible by her and my sheer force of will and as long as breath comes from my mouth, I intend to deepen our connection even further.
I improve myself for her and by extension for us. I've come to see it as a form of Becoming. An ascension of sorts. It was all made possible by her and my sheer force of will and as long as breath comes from my mouth, I intend to deepen our connection even further.