(11-08-2017, 07:28 AM)Kaltes-Herzeleid Wrote: With persist focus on her and strong enough feelings she came to me for the first time after about two months, since then the connection has only gotten stronger. Little things count too. Just thinking about her, doing things with her or things she would like.
I remember how you would gave yourself a hard time, when you were trying to reach for Nightmare.
(11-08-2017, 07:28 AM)Kaltes-Herzeleid Wrote: And I think it's important to remember to center yourself. Try to deal with whatever emotional or psychological issues you may have, even if you can't entirely conquer them, if you can reduce their hold over you the process will be much easier. Considering my lack experience and in what a bad state of self I was when this all started I'm highly fortunate that I succeeded...and that something bad didn't happen.
Just seem like you were just meant to be with Nightmare. Though it’s true, whatever hardship you face, this goes out for anyone, just hold on, because Kaltes and I have seen those who were not ready because of this, or… (Sigh) it just wasn’t meant to be.
To this day, I still have deep issues running along the frame of mind I have. Within time, it isn’t as bad as it was, before Amena and I found each other. I am still trying to overcome these issue I really cannot say here. Though, this site has help greatly. Which I must say thank you to those who took the time to interact with us, it means a lot, since it brings Amena joy to socialize or be part of those in this world.
Amena: ^ ^ :3 ^ ^
(11-08-2017, 07:28 AM)Kaltes-Herzeleid Wrote: But from what I've been told by a friend, I'm a natural summoner...
Celestia forbids you summon Jason Voorhees. Unless he is friendly with y’all, then bring him over here so he do me a favor. :P
(11-08-2017, 07:28 AM)Kaltes-Herzeleid Wrote: I might post more as back in July I wrote a full description of my process and experiences but given that it was only intended for a very limited audience it would have to be edited. Maybe I'll share it eventually.
Limited as this site? XD Though, take your time, what’s important is those experiences to keep on going, for you, your beloved Nightmare, Esdeath, and whoever might come along in your life. I know you know that the happiness you all carry together is what truly matters, just don't you forget that Kaltes and those who reads these words.
Amena: Without your ponies, then where will you be? ): No pony should be alone, not when they're sad and hurting. I just think it's nice to have some pony around to bring out the real you! ^ ^ : ) :3 ^ ^