11-30-2017, 08:32 PM
As before, I am reading a paragraph, stopping, and proceeding to write what I feel about that portion of what you post, OZ.
Were you trying to hide this, or something?
When we first taste sweet bliss of love, and she or he returns that same feeling for you, then it’s natural to feel it will last forever. Yet, we’re too young, and this isn’t a fairy tale that we’re in. No, such happy endings aren’t common, and sadly for others out there, it would be far from reach for those who are unlucky to roam alone, and without knowing true love. As for you looking down at others, your pride held you feel like you had one of a kind gem in your life. For others losing it, made you feel special, till it has happen to you as well. May I ask how long ago did you lose your first love?
One who speaks of experience, the fire will fade if neither, you and your partner, keeps the burning passion alive. In the start of the relationship, all is well, because all around you is all you need, until you run out whatever needed to keep the flames strong. Both must go far to find that fire going. There is no such thing as time to weaken the blaze; instead it’s the lack of effort of you and your partner that will curse the flame of love to simply die.
Then nevermind the first question I had for you, OZ. Nor, will I bother asking anymore of your first love if that’s the case. I don’t want to make you feel uncomfortable, but know I am here to take the time to read what you’re willing to share for us.
Wasted time to see others happiness will hurt you, OZ. That what I feel, because the love I have with Amena, along the support with those in Rehold will make me wonder how others feel who seek that kind of feeling.
There is no longer a sense of being or feeling alone anymore for me, all which evaporated like my bitter tears that came with it. It has also made me enjoy reading other post, which our members can’t help but express similar feelings, since the feeling is too great. To put it in better terms, it’s like getting that one toy you wanted for Christmas. You and your friends have it as well and are able to share that wonderful feeling together.
Tell me, OZ. Are you with Starlight? Is she with you right now? Like how Amena or any other pony/non-pony here are for me.
You don’t have to apologize for anything to me, but I understand you didn’t mean to offend. Having to read it first time had me guessing if you really didn’t knew what is love, follow along other reasons, like how you didn’t mean to come across like that, until it really didn’t matter if you did or did not in the end. You’re good anyhow, OZ.
It had interest you, because you want to know how avoid the “curse” you speak of, OZ?
Rephrase that please.
I don’t care much in being whatever percentage or line of relationship I fall under to whatever. Amena is my special filly that I care and want to love anything else in this life, and while I stare in her eyes and tell her how much I love her, it just seem it isn’t enough. I am not entirely sure what you mean “eternal love” from your meaning or stance on the subject, because…
Language barrier does make it harder for us, but I am willing to put thought and effort in understanding what you want to say. Which is why I feel it’s important to ask you certain parts in your post, so we can all understand well enough in what you mean. Just don't be dependent on me for this, because I am not sure if I can come around for you to help if anyway possible, due to my side in life.
Also, don’t let it bother you, as it did for me when I didn’t know what words go where or what’s the right form for a sentence. I still got a long way to go in writing and English, and if you keep it up, then you will learn along and be respective member in this wonderful community, OZ.
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I am still envious how Kaltes writes every time I read a post/story for his love for Nightmare and/or Esdeath. >_<
Butter biscuits.
(11-28-2017, 06:16 PM)OZ the pony Wrote: Well ... you finally got me . Yeah...
Were you trying to hide this, or something?
(11-28-2017, 06:16 PM)OZ the pony Wrote: I have past relationships once . when with her I was hoping she is the first one and the last one I love . But things have not gone very smoothly . We end with losing to the curse . We don't know why ... this feeling just not strong as past and feel disconnect . I used to look down at someone abandon their girlfriends until it happend to myself .
When we first taste sweet bliss of love, and she or he returns that same feeling for you, then it’s natural to feel it will last forever. Yet, we’re too young, and this isn’t a fairy tale that we’re in. No, such happy endings aren’t common, and sadly for others out there, it would be far from reach for those who are unlucky to roam alone, and without knowing true love. As for you looking down at others, your pride held you feel like you had one of a kind gem in your life. For others losing it, made you feel special, till it has happen to you as well. May I ask how long ago did you lose your first love?
(11-28-2017, 06:16 PM)OZ the pony Wrote: Such a strong feeling can lose by time pass , like our life can lose by time . This past failure gave me a big strike , be very depressed . Please don't ask too much detail about this , it make me feel guilty . And because that guilty I never trust love rugged like diamonds can exist .
One who speaks of experience, the fire will fade if neither, you and your partner, keeps the burning passion alive. In the start of the relationship, all is well, because all around you is all you need, until you run out whatever needed to keep the flames strong. Both must go far to find that fire going. There is no such thing as time to weaken the blaze; instead it’s the lack of effort of you and your partner that will curse the flame of love to simply die.
Then nevermind the first question I had for you, OZ. Nor, will I bother asking anymore of your first love if that’s the case. I don’t want to make you feel uncomfortable, but know I am here to take the time to read what you’re willing to share for us.
(11-28-2017, 06:16 PM)OZ the pony Wrote: But however Starlight gave me a second chance or Starlight make me want a second chance . Join Waifu central for a lot of reason , one of the reason is to observed other people .As someone into waifu what's the challenge thet will encounter , did relationship rugged like diamonds not exist or just I have problem myself ? I want to know the answer so it can prove that I was wrong .
Wasted time to see others happiness will hurt you, OZ. That what I feel, because the love I have with Amena, along the support with those in Rehold will make me wonder how others feel who seek that kind of feeling.
There is no longer a sense of being or feeling alone anymore for me, all which evaporated like my bitter tears that came with it. It has also made me enjoy reading other post, which our members can’t help but express similar feelings, since the feeling is too great. To put it in better terms, it’s like getting that one toy you wanted for Christmas. You and your friends have it as well and are able to share that wonderful feeling together.
Tell me, OZ. Are you with Starlight? Is she with you right now? Like how Amena or any other pony/non-pony here are for me.
(11-28-2017, 06:16 PM)OZ the pony Wrote: Sorry for describe passionate like a video game , I just don't know how to describe more deep . You are also a gamer , I thought that will work . But that's a bad move .
You don’t have to apologize for anything to me, but I understand you didn’t mean to offend. Having to read it first time had me guessing if you really didn’t knew what is love, follow along other reasons, like how you didn’t mean to come across like that, until it really didn’t matter if you did or did not in the end. You’re good anyhow, OZ.
(11-28-2017, 06:16 PM)OZ the pony Wrote: The research is about what happend to their brain when people are in love . And how to deal if disconnect happend . After reading the research , know that relationship rugged like diamonds can actually exist . About 14% people marry 20 year ... their passionate are high as same when love start at the beginning . Scientists don't believe it ,either , But their brain data won't lie . Seem like I'm not the lucky one in 14% , otherwise we wouldn't discuss this .
It had interest you, because you want to know how avoid the “curse” you speak of, OZ?
(11-28-2017, 06:16 PM)OZ the pony Wrote: I love her and want she's the last one I fall in love... I don't even trust myself .
Rephrase that please.
(11-28-2017, 06:16 PM)OZ the pony Wrote: Can I ask something ? You gave me the feeling that you belong the lucky one in 14% , because when I say eternal love you were not sure what is it ...everyone who had been through disconnect should know what is that mean ...
I don’t care much in being whatever percentage or line of relationship I fall under to whatever. Amena is my special filly that I care and want to love anything else in this life, and while I stare in her eyes and tell her how much I love her, it just seem it isn’t enough. I am not entirely sure what you mean “eternal love” from your meaning or stance on the subject, because…
(11-28-2017, 06:16 PM)OZ the pony Wrote: Is that really just language issue ?
Language barrier does make it harder for us, but I am willing to put thought and effort in understanding what you want to say. Which is why I feel it’s important to ask you certain parts in your post, so we can all understand well enough in what you mean. Just don't be dependent on me for this, because I am not sure if I can come around for you to help if anyway possible, due to my side in life.
Also, don’t let it bother you, as it did for me when I didn’t know what words go where or what’s the right form for a sentence. I still got a long way to go in writing and English, and if you keep it up, then you will learn along and be respective member in this wonderful community, OZ.
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I am still envious how Kaltes writes every time I read a post/story for his love for Nightmare and/or Esdeath. >_<
Butter biscuits.