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11-26-2015, 05:03 AM
(11-26-2015, 04:28 AM)Kaltes-Herzeleid Wrote: Wish I could say I was looking forward to the holiday. But I'm not. Happy fucking Thanksgiving, right? I'm enjoying a week off with my mares.
Soul of the mind, key to life's ether. Soul of the lost, withdrawn from its vessel. Let strength be granted, so the world might be mended. So the world might be mended.
11-26-2015, 05:09 AM
(11-26-2015, 05:03 AM)Shadow Step Wrote:(11-26-2015, 04:28 AM)Kaltes-Herzeleid Wrote: Wish I could say I was looking forward to the holiday. But I'm not. Happy fucking Thanksgiving, right? That's good. Sorry about being bitter...not looking forward to working the holiday is all.
11-26-2015, 05:13 AM
(11-26-2015, 05:09 AM)Kaltes-Herzeleid Wrote:(11-26-2015, 05:03 AM)Shadow Step Wrote:(11-26-2015, 04:28 AM)Kaltes-Herzeleid Wrote: Wish I could say I was looking forward to the holiday. But I'm not. Happy fucking Thanksgiving, right? Yeah, consumer based market sucks a fat one when it comes to the holidays. My dad and his GF are both working Thanksgiving, which is part of why I'm psyched right now. No RL family, just me and the girls.
Soul of the mind, key to life's ether. Soul of the lost, withdrawn from its vessel. Let strength be granted, so the world might be mended. So the world might be mended.
11-27-2015, 10:02 AM
I feel like i'll never accomplish my life and end up in front of my computer like the shit i am.
11-27-2015, 04:23 PM
This has been horrible fucking holiday. Work in the freezing weather and rain and all but be told I'm a failure by my mother.
Happy fucking Thanksgiving right? 
11-27-2015, 05:19 PM
(11-27-2015, 04:23 PM)Kaltes-Herzeleid Wrote: This has been horrible fucking holiday. Work in the freezing weather and rain and all but be told I'm a failure by my mother.Sometimes, the world will shit on you. It doesn't mean you have to shit on you. I know how much it hurts when people make you feel worthless, but you mustn't let their words become a self-fulfilling prophecy. Instead, calm yourself for a while and put this out of your mind. Once you're back to normal, try and put her harshness to one side and examine whether there's merit to her concerns. If there is, then make it your mission to prove her wrong. Parents will say nasty\unhelpful things sometimes. For the most part, it's not because they're bad people, it's because they're human and have flaws like anyone else. Try and remember that your Mother still loves you in spite of all this. Ultimately, she just wants what she thinks is best for you.
11-27-2015, 08:23 PM
Music>people.
11-27-2015, 10:44 PM
Well, the season finale for MLP is almost here, so I'm going to catch up with the newer episodes tomorrow.
❤ Octavia ❤ Tulpamancing since 2015/10/31 ❤ AMA ❤
11-28-2015, 06:37 AM
(11-27-2015, 05:19 PM)StableRelationship Wrote: Parents will say nasty\unhelpful things sometimes. For the most part, it's not because they're bad people, it's because they're human and have flaws like anyone else. Try and remember that your Mother still loves you in spite of all this. Ultimately, she just wants what she thinks is best for you. I understand what you're saying and I truly do appreciate your help...but forgive me that I am less that sympathetic towards her. Bear in mind I know my mother in this context. She was, and still is (at least as much as she can be) a very overbearing and controlling woman. Maybe not controlling in the "typical" way, but controlling none the less. For years she hammered in her thoughts, ideas, and other such in my head...tried to make me see I could live life only one way. I'd say to an extent, she was/is abusive in a mental and emotional way. Plus she seems to think I'm a tactless, imbecile child...in a way. At least. And can be very disrespectful to me. Sure she loves me, but it's a double edged sword. It's poisonous too. |
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