General Chatter
Nightmare has helped with the OCD somewhat, just thinking about her last night calmed me down just enough to a point I could actually sleep.

(05-30-2015, 04:02 AM)Sentimental Gentleman Wrote: The fear of loss...I think it's something that everyone struggles with.

If anything I'm afraid that my mind will mess it up...
Reply
Quote:If anything I'm afraid that my mind will mess it up...

Given all the marvelous progress you've reported, I don't think that needs to be anywhere on your list of worries. Your practice in visualizing Nightmare is sharpening your mind by the day!
Applejack, the apple of my eye

[Image: P2gVYQb.jpg]
Reply
I would like to agree with Sentimental Gentleman, we do care to an extent that we all wish to help you anyway possible, but we can only do so much. You know that Kaltes, and that goes with anyone here. I certainly have hard time opening up, and I not saying you don't.. not anymore I would say. You have change, you know that very well by looking what you have done so far. How Nightmare is with you, deeply connected, well bonded, to cherishes the everlasting love you two feel for each other... I enjoy that. ^ ^

We're here to support you, wishing you the best of health and whatever comes affront of you to overcome. For these burst of emotions that may overturn you, isn't something we cannot do much about, only cheer on for you to keep yourself afloat in whatever plight you're trying to withstand. Every storm will come to a end, so this anger that surge around you, will die down eventually.. Quickly too.

I learn to keep my anger in check, just because, one, I don't want to harbor such malice, two, Amena wouldn't like to see me lose my sh*t like that.. Not anymore.

You certainly don't like it when Nightmare see you like that, the trouble soul that's afraid to screwed it up. Remember that one story where you hurt yourself, where Nightmare fix your wound. It's pleasant thought to have Nightmare around to ease your discomfort, why it can give you much hope in what you're uncertain about. Each of us can relate that part with our love one(s), but what make it different, is the pull they created, from all the time we have been with them, that has make us feel we aren't so... lost.

Know you have people here to listen whatever might ill you, we will do our best, but your have to do the rest. Nightmare wouldn't find another person like yourself, and surely she doesn't want change anything that has make that possible.
Reply
As usual, Sour Soul has said it very well. In the end, we can cheer you on and advise you, but you're the only one who can make a change in your life. And I'm sure you can make such a change if you want it and you put your mind to it!
Applejack, the apple of my eye

[Image: P2gVYQb.jpg]
Reply
(05-30-2015, 09:13 AM)Sentimental Gentleman Wrote: ... I'm sure you can make such a change if you want it and you put your mind to it!

I am putting my mind that you will give us a cookie. ^ ^
Reply
Quote:I am putting my mind that you will give us a cookie. ^ ^

Let's see...is this how one accomplishes things through a forum?

*gives cookie*

Did you get a cookie? Did it succeed? If it did...my point exactly! Tongue
Applejack, the apple of my eye

[Image: P2gVYQb.jpg]
Reply
Wut if was raisin cookie?

Y make me have trust issues?
--------------
Love is bittersweet, sometimes you have to carry on knowing you're partner won't be with you much longer, what's important is that you stay strong for them
Reply
ok yall so.... I was like sitting here and i realized. like what if we are the waifus. what if we just think we are summoning a ulpa, or reaching out into another reality to speak to a pony or whatever else.... what if we are the tulpas or beings from another universe and we are not choosing them but they are choosing us. would we know? would we be able to tell at all?
Reply
An intriguing thought, Mercyknight. It all comes back to the question of how true we are being to the nature of the world when we "protagonize" ourselves, make ourselves the be-all and end-all of what happens...
Applejack, the apple of my eye

[Image: P2gVYQb.jpg]
Reply
(05-31-2015, 07:48 AM)Mercyknight Wrote: ok yall so.... I was like sitting here and i realized. like what if we are the waifus. what if we just think we are summoning a ulpa, or reaching out into another reality to speak to a pony or whatever else.... what if we are the tulpas or beings from another universe and we are not choosing them but they are choosing us. would we know? would we be able to tell at all?

The implication for most of my girls then would be that they're completely comatose in Equestria, because they spend pretty much every second of every day here now.
Soul of the mind, key to life's ether. Soul of the lost, withdrawn from its vessel. Let strength be granted, so the world might be mended. So the world might be mended.
Reply


Forum Jump:


Users browsing this thread: 3 Guest(s)