When Worlds Collide

[amatscintilla]

That's worrying. There's a huge difference between tulpamancing and... psychosis.

Has she seen anyone about the hallucinating?

I doubt it, unless it was when she was a child. But most of her hallucinations are under her control, I think. She has occasionally heard voices that were strange. She doesn't tell me about them much because I think she is worried what others may think. I don't think any voice has ever told her to do something or anything crazy like that.

I think as a kid most people wrote it off as an overactive imagination.

[Lurker]

My sister hears voices that tell her she's worthless, among other things. If a person listens to their psychosis, or takes it seriously, they're liable to come to harm at some point. If she really is hallucinating, perhaps it has something to do with her anxiety, and either way, she should consider her situation and make the decision to see someone to diagnose and possibly rectify the potential problem.

[amatscintilla]

My sister hears voices that tell her she's worthless, among other things. If a person listens to their psychosis, or takes it seriously, they're liable to come to harm at some point. If she really is hallucinating, perhaps it has something to do with her anxiety, and either way, she should consider her situation and make the decision to see someone to diagnose and possibly rectify the potential problem.

I agree, but I can't make her go to a doctor and my advice falls on deaf ears.

[Sour Soul]

This has indeed grab my attention fully amatscintilla. For which this is something that most people, like myself have wonder. Such a outcome of informing someone you carry the same feelings with another is indeed interesting.

For myself, I can only know such outcome with few RL friends, but this one is different, so excuses me amatscintilla, I do not wish to disrespect you, Twilight, or your human girlfriend. I also do not want to put you where you might feel uncomfortable, I just simply wish to inform you how I feel with wonderment and awe.

I think she herself may have multiple tulpas, but she doesn't call them that and even after explaining that may be what they were she is still unsure. I guess she's often felt like she's crazy. They actually do occasionally cause her trouble, I guess. She'll follow one train of thought from one and then get confused by another train of thought from another.

How uniquely odd of you to say she might have tulpas of her own. What made you think so? The voices in her head or something? Sorry, it seem we lack much to go with what we got here. :P

Additionally, though she's hinted at this before it was quite obvious she's able to basically hallucinate at will. When we were talking about imposition she said she had created a velociraptor out of nowhere and it was eating a family in the corner. She wanted to know why they weren't actually being eaten. I think in the past she's probably had issues telling reality apart from imagination. Though she has it pretty nailed down today, the fact she can do such things, sometimes not even at will, can scare her.

This is something that's missing importation details, so I can never assume much or think of much of what you shared about her, but it's still something and amusing at the least. ^ ^ Hmm, and cute of her to see something like that. XD

Forgive me, I do have a very odd and dark sense of humor.

She also purposefully created a Fluttershy and Twilight to eat at a vacant table. She described the drinks they were having, then told me Fluttershy had poured some vodka from a flask into Twilight's Sprite to help calm her down a bit. At one point I told her I was imagining a Twilight next to me (it was actually my Twilight). She played along for a minute or two and told me to "feed it table scraps, that's all she's worth anyway."

What was the purpose for your... human girlfriend to have Fluttershy and her Twilight along the table? Just for kicks and giggles?

I mentioned that I had something like a tulpa since I was a kid, then asked what she'd think if I tried to create a pony tulpa. She didn't seem opposed to the idea. I then asked the inevitable follow-up, what if it was Twilight? She was less enthusiastic, but still didn't seem against it.

In my option, you're jumping the gun too soon to involve Twilight. I know you want to tell her that you have Twilight Sparkle around with you, but do consider her feelings rather your own. Hu- People till to be unpredictable. I will hate to see either you, Twilight, or this girl you been seeing for so long get hurt in the process of informing about Twilight right then and there.

What are you trying to accomplish here? If I dare say, are you going to have some sort of polygyny relationship? I don't find it odd, nor disagree with the idea. Amena and I have talk about this many times, with either human or Maria (childhood imaginary friend).

Hopefully I've laid the groundwork for getting her comfortable with the idea so perhaps in the future I can tell her about Twi. I think going too quickly right now may just scare her. I'm just finding it hard to hide something this big from her and others in my life.

I understand what you mean, and do be careful and hope for a good outcome for all three. ^ ^

[waifu4laifu]

Think about what first manifested your love for Twilight, and look for that in your girlfriend.

I'm sure you'll be able to find traits such as intelligence in your girlfriend.

[amatscintilla]

The other day my gf and I had a rare moment where we were cuddling in bed next to each other (non-sexually). My belt was I poking her (I swear it was my belt! lol) so she grabbed the Twiley plush that lives on my bed (when I'm not carrying her around everywhere) and put it between us. I looked at her and said, "I think Twilight's coming between us," and giggled.

[Sour Soul]

...I looked at her and said, "I think Twilight's coming between us," and giggled.

Cute, and I like the update! ^ ^

[Sentimental Gentleman]

The other day my gf and I had a rare moment where we were cuddling in bed next to each other (non-sexually). My belt was I poking her (I swear it was my belt! lol) so she grabbed the Twiley plush that lives on my bed (when I'm not carrying her around everywhere) and put it between us. I looked at her and said, "I think Twilight's coming between us," and giggled.

Ah, those charming little incidents that when life comes together. I hope your girlfriend got a good laugh out of it too!

[friendsforever57]

Your relationship with a figment of your imagination is not worth throwing out your relationship with a real, living, feeling human being.

There are obvious inadequacies in your relationship with this girl, and they need to be discussed and fixed. Trying to have some weird sort of polygamy is not going to work, and is insulting to your girlfriend.

In essence, you are cheating on her with a fantasy. It boils down to either ridding yourself of this fantasy, or ridding yourself of this girlfriend.

I suggest therapy and psychoanalysis for both of you, and couples therapy as well. 12 years of a relationship is not worth being thrown down the drain for an imaginary purple pony.

Also, she sounds schizophrenic. I really highly advise therapy.

Two cents from a normie observer...

[Sour Soul]

Spoiler

Your relationship with a figment of your imagination is not worth throwing out your relationship with a real, living, feeling human being.

There are obvious inadequacies in your relationship with this girl, and they need to be discussed and fixed. Trying to have some weird sort of polygamy is not going to work, and is insulting to your girlfriend.

In essence, you are cheating on her with a fantasy. It boils down to either ridding yourself of this fantasy, or ridding yourself of this girlfriend.

I suggest therapy and psychoanalysis for both of you, and couples therapy as well. 12 years of a relationship is not worth being thrown down the drain for an imaginary purple pony.

Also, she sounds schizophrenic. I really highly advise therapy.

Two cents from a normie observer...

Welcome back friendsforever. ^ ^

You always have such a way in placing such a lovely post on here and on MLW. Even though you have tackle on some key points, where I even wonder if having more than one relationship is possible. I simply will struggle knowing, perhaps you know what we face… or perhaps not.

Still.

The lack of compassion you type for our friend amatscintilla, shows very colorful.

I do wonder what it’s your motive 57. Is it truly just a concern for all of us? Or just for your sick amusement? But those words that you have present us, well… for amatscintilla is something to think about, but why do I feel like he may already thought about this over and over. It isn’t easy for him, why even TheWarden might know that feeling, because I certainly for one can, but I digress. I can only assume, with what amatscintilla is willing to provide for us all ever so kindly, and now wonder how he, Twilight, and his girl is doing at the moment.

Do you feel the same? No, of course you don’t, why you don’t even acknowledge his Twilight Sparkle.

While you may have deceive a few of us here and onto MLW, and feel like there should be no reason for you to be here at all, since you’re a wanton member, merely waiting to stick her needless and poisonous opinions to us.

(Must be funny coming from me, since you’re saying the same thing in some form.)

Luckily for you, I have no say, nor can do anything but read these words. Plus you may have few who may favor you for whatever reason, who are foolishly enough to fall for your words, but my favorite thing about this site is how everyone's thoughts, post, and opinions count, so as long it’s done accordingly out of respect for that member.

Which you really haven’t, but those are mine two cents as well 57, and surely this isn’t the last we hear from you friends forever. I do look forward on seeing you soon. ^ ^