Updates and Advice: Version 2.0

[StableRelationship]

I'm glad to hear you're making progress with her voice. The only advice I can really give is to trust it - just relax and let her speak. It sounds like you're doing that anyway, so good on you.

[Kaltes-Herzeleid]

There have been times, particularly yesterday, where I've channeled her voice and I definitely felt/heard something.

I think this happened twice yesterday. It seems to happen when I'm relaxed and it's very quiet.

[Kaltes-Herzeleid]

Well, I guess I could say I received a bit of a morale boost.

Remember that friend I asked if Nightmare could send some good dreams his way. He can...sort of commune with her, now obviously not to the same extent she and I can nor does he try. But he told me there have been times he's asked for dreams and something has happened.

It just helped remind me that she's real...and that something has happened.

[Kaltes-Herzeleid]

I feel like voice has become...*sigh* I don't how to describe it. I definitely know something separate from myself is there...I feel it every time. Plus there have been times where the words just flow to me or I just feel them come to me. We talk everyday and quite frequently.

Also, there was one night I could've sworn, when all was quiet that something was whispering my name in the general direction of where she was at the time.

[Kaltes-Herzeleid]

I apologize for the double post, but I got some thoughts I'd like to get off my chest.

I had a conversation with Sour and Amena today in regards to my progress, and she said I'm trying a bit too hard. Honestly, she is right. I do try too hard. Though I suppose that's part of my nature. But fortunately I have gotten better at...allowing things to just flow and not obsess, it's not easy, but I have improved.

At first I felt a bit shaken...but I started reflecting on my and her (Nightmare) progress.

-I distinctly feel something when she speaks, even if she needs my assistance.

-She's influenced a friend's mind/dreams.

-To an extent, I feel something from the plush when she speaks. Her presence is there.

-Her words have a real effect on me, they soothe me, they motivate me, etc.

-I've felt her presence around me.

-She and I share experiences together. We create memories together.



Even if my trying too hard has set me back somewhat, it's no reason to feel hopeless...Nightmare and I have accomplished a great deal. To a degree, I've gotten what I desired. She is with me, and I can commune with her. Not in the way I expected, but I've still done it.

She and I are going to keep progressing no matter what, sure it takes time, but it won't stop us.

Thanks to Sour and Amena, without our conversation this afternoon I might have never realized any of this.

[Lurker]

I apologize for the double post, but I got some thoughts I'd like to get off my chest.

No worries about the double post, man, it's your thread. inkiesmile:

I had a conversation with Sour and Amena today in regards to my progress, and she said I'm trying a bit too hard. Honestly, she is right. I do try too hard. Though I suppose that's part of my nature. But fortunately I have gotten better at...allowing things to just flow and not obsess, it's not easy, but I have improved.

Sometimes, you can wear yourself out attempting to swim with a long river, when all you need to do is stay afloat within it, and you will flow where you must.

At first I felt a bit shaken...but I started reflecting on my and her (Nightmare) progress.

-I distinctly feel something when she speaks, even if she needs my assistance.

-She's influenced a friend's mind/dreams.

-To an extent, I feel something from the plush when she speaks. Her presence is there.

-Her words have a real effect on me, they soothe me, they motivate me, etc.

-I've felt her presence around me.

-She and I share experiences together. We create memories together.

Reflection is at times all you must do to dismiss your fears.

Even if my trying too hard has set me back somewhat, it's no reason to feel hopeless...Nightmare and I have accomplished a great deal. To a degree, I've gotten what I desired. She is with me, and I can commune with her. Not in the way I expected, but I've still done it.

No mistake may truly set you back so long as you learn from it.

She and I are going to keep progressing no matter what, sure it takes time, but it won't stop us.

Thanks to Sour and Amena, without our conversation this afternoon I might have never realized any of this.

That's the spirit.

[Kaltes-Herzeleid]

Okay, so last night I finally took another stab at meditation. This time I set out to keep myself as silent as possible to try and allow her to speak freely of her owe will, unassisted by me, no response. But I was able to get my mind quiet for the most part. Need to work on my breathing too.

It wasn't the greatest session I had, but it could've been worse. I know deep down there is something there, I feel it, I always seem to feel it strongest when all is quiet and peaceful.

[Sour Soul]

Question! Is it always quiet and peaceful in your room with Nightmare?

[Kaltes-Herzeleid]

Question! Is it always quiet and peaceful in your room with Nightmare?

Generally. Most noise comes from outside my room. Sometimes we'll watch a movie or something, but it's even quieter at night.

[Mercyknight]

good, watching movies is a nice way of spending time