A Public Apology

[Ziggy and Angelbaby]

No one need reply to this topic; I'm just setting things straight.

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And so, in the spirit of hopefully not making matters worse...

I'm not the easy-to-embarrass type, ordinarily. I'll stand by the things I've said or admitted whether I was in the right or probably just being an ass. So I hope that it has some impact when I confess that I was deeply embarrassed over a recent event.

I horribly misinterpreted a post made by Sour Soul; someone I consider a friend. Worse yet, I acted on that misinterpretation. Angrily and publicly fired back while nursing a bruised ego. Stupid. I was stupid. I ought to have listened to my heart and my conscience: Babe. She tried to rein me in, and I still replied in the manner I did.

Sour Soul is a better friend than I feel I deserve right now, and it took my being a jackass to realize it. I've said my apologies in private, and now I'm saying a public one. Why? Because I subjected him to this nonsense where everyone could see, and I want everyone to see it when I say that I made a mistake. He didn't do or say anything wrong; I did. Me.

And for what it's worth, I'm sorry.

[Sour Soul]

It's nice; to uplift what could of turn something terrible for the both of us Ziggy. Where we could of gone our separate ways, hurt and never look back. But we didn’t do that, did we? No, but you could of left me in the dark, or I could of keep the pain close to me, and never forgive you.

What transpired from the words seems to left a mark, but only visible to us. I was merely trying to understand and make sense something that has trouble me with my beloved Amena. While you, Ziggy, took my words as something else, and when the damage is done, you and I wonder what to do afterwards.

I have given much thought, and spend time to write these words carefully. I very much don’t care what others here think. You indeed made an show where other have saw by pushing a point where it wasn’t necessary. But I do very much admire what you said; despite those words read in anger, I saw the meaning behind it. Go forth and love Amena, was it? Yes, but sadly, for those who supported you; proven with the rep you have gotten out of it. Those couldn’t done or even speak themselves. I find that sad, but should I hold them against them? Maybe, but should I hold what you done to me? Yes, but I will not… Because you’re a dear friend, both Amena and I, and as much it sucks for you gone and done that without given much thought about it. I had already forgiven you before you even said sorry.

After that, before I message you for the reason of your words. I was going to leave this form, but since they’re only a couple of people here who I look forward in seeing what they’re doing. One of them is you Ziggy. Luckily, the second person, who I look forward in his writing bought some me time for me to wait it out and think about it. For that person, I thank you deeply. As for you Ziggy.. Let us just keep doing what we were doing here. XP And put this behind us… well, not really, since I will hold this as a funny reminder over Xbox ONE. XD