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I've thought about it a lot, to remove complications with age and species, and to fulfill a fantasy of her being able to help me get my cutie mark and us growing together. But in the end, as of now, I couldn't do that. I'm me and Apple Bloom loves me. The only things that are real are the feelings that I really feel myself, and the bond possible for me to have with her as someone who's not a tulpa and also not something to pretend with.
To have a pony family with her and have nobody who would give us a rough time for our age gap, and to work with her wherever she may go, in a normal relationship. It sounds lovely, but that will never happen. That's how I see it.
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I, kinda have a ponysona? Or I dunno. If I was polymorphed into a pony or something, I'd take Bright Gray as my pony name. Just, that's it. Just, if I was transformed into a pony, I'd like to be a unicorn. But would probably end up a earth pony. I dunno. I don't really have a ponysona. Just a "pony name" I guess.
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I don't have a ponysona. Anytime I'm with her, and in any fantasies I might have about her, I'm me.
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(06-02-2017, 10:28 AM)glimee Wrote: I don't have a ponysona. Anytime I'm with her, and in any fantasies I might have about her, I'm me.
I'm the same way, I'm always me. If that means anything? I dunno
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(06-02-2017, 07:21 AM)7bloom Wrote: I've thought about it a lot, to remove complications with age and species, and to fulfill a fantasy of her being able to help me get my cutie mark and us growing together. But in the end, as of now, I couldn't do that. I'm me and Apple Bloom loves me. The only things that are real are the feelings that I really feel myself, and the bond possible for me to have with her as someone who's not a tulpa and also not something to pretend with.
To have a pony family with her and have nobody who would give us a rough time for our age gap, and to work with her wherever she may go, in a normal relationship. It sounds lovely, but that will never happen. That's how I see it.
Never say never, 7. I'm reminded of all the reports of NDEs I've read. Christians see Christ, Muslims see Allah, everyone sees passed family members, and that one fellow saw his pony waifu and Equestria. That makes me inclined to believe we see what we want to see, or the afterlife shapes itself according to our expectations. If nothing else - and I think there are other options - there's that hope.
(06-02-2017, 10:28 AM)glimee Wrote: I don't have a ponysona. Anytime I'm with her, and in any fantasies I might have about her, I'm me.
(06-02-2017, 01:07 PM)Gray Wrote: I'm the same way, I'm always me. If that means anything? I dunno
Yeah, me too. I do have a ponysona, Cirrus Dawn, though. I only use her for art, and if I were to commission something, might use her there, too. Yeah, my OC is a mare. Fuck the haters, mares are cuter.
(06-02-2017, 10:43 AM)ValieShy Wrote: I do indeed have a ponysona. Valiant Venture is my Pegasus name, hence where I get my part of our username. Fluttershy called me Valie one day and it stuck. Haha. I love it.
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I do have a ponysona, Scribble Script, and I just view her as myself in all the pictures I'd commission or draw of us together, like in my signature. Just basically a pony representation of myself, that's how I see mine.
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(06-02-2017, 03:46 PM)Rares Wrote: I do have a ponysona, Scribble Script, and I just view her as myself in all the pictures I'd commission or draw of us together, like in my signature. Just basically a pony representation of myself, that's how I see mine. Same, but mine is nameless.
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I don't have one. I just never really felt that compelled to make one I guess.
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(06-03-2017, 05:22 AM)whobawhats Wrote: I don't have one. I just never really felt that compelled to make one I guess.
Maybe you should give it a try? I never saw the use in making one either, since I'm always myself, albeit with a few...refinements, when I fantasize about being with her. I finally ended up doing so because of a user on this board, and am glad I did. She doesn't get used much, but it's convenient to have a ready made representation for commissions or whatever. If you're going to Bronycon, it might be nice to have one to draw, or have drawn on your badge?
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(06-05-2017, 11:54 PM)Gentian Wrote: Maybe you should give it a try? I never saw the use in making one either, since I'm always myself, albeit with a few...refinements, when I fantasize about being with her. I finally ended up doing so because of a user on this board, and am glad I did. She doesn't get used much, but it's convenient to have a ready made representation for commissions or whatever. If you're going to Bronycon, it might be nice to have one to draw, or have drawn on your badge? Eh, I don't know. I think the big problem I'd have is coming up with a pony that I'd feel accurately represents me. If I was going to get commisions of my OC done with Starlight I'd really need to feel like it was a pony version of me or else I just wouldn't feel comfortable with it. I know I'm putting too much thought into this but hopefully you understand what I mean.
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