Sour’s Nonsense

[Sour Soul]

Lol, most of the time, when I turn on my computer, I will come here without really thinking where should I go first.

If it's not here, then it's YouTube playing calm music for Amena, Fluttershy, and if Maria is around, we will all give a good listen and talk about what should we do today.

No work. I want to draw. Blah.

[Sour Soul]

Great. The vicious cycle is starting again. I wonder how long will this last this time.

[Sour Soul]

So knowing I won’t sleep last night, I drew something. It came out pretty sloppy, but that what will happen when I draw something in the end of the day. Eyes were blurry each time I blink, so that will give you an idea how bad it was.

Around six hours of sleep, I feel better, but I know I will take a nap today. I am not sure if it’s the drawing that helps express how I felt, or just the fact Amena, Fluttershy, and Maria is awake. What matters is I feel better now. X3

Amena: yay! ^ ^

Fluttershy: That’s good. ☺

(Maria drinking coffee)

Maria: Hmm.

Now I have to clean my inbox here. –_-

[Rares]

Is there a way, to maybe help, by trying to sleep closer to the time they sleep?

[Sour Soul]

Is there a way, to maybe help, by trying to sleep closer to the time they sleep?

Nah, girl. If I don't sleep, I will bother them with me tossing and turning. Trouble thoughts are best to be away from those you care, until they're ready for you.

Rather rewarding really.

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This feeling right now, I like it. No anger, no sadness, no pain, rather peaceful state. I like to thank Fluttershy for talking to me, and Maud for being Maud. This month is about to go, and I am ready for whatever comes tomorrow. I will remain here no matter what.

[Sour Soul]

Somewhat taking out much of my negative feelings on the two new workers in my department.

We will see where this will land, but there is a limit for me and I am keeping it professional. My goal is not to make their workplace uncomfortable, but have them know the idea of me being buddy buddy there is out of the question. Odd though, I allow myself with others when I started there. Why the change? Perhaps the feelings I held last week did something to affect me at the workplace. I don't know. We will see.

Amena: What are you doing to them? :/

Just giving them a hard time when they mess up. I understand they're new and learning, but I can't really work alone, while knowing they're out there not doing their job properly.

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Not really stressing over it, or bother by my rude actions toward them, since I don't care. As long as the job gets done, then I can be on my way home, loving Amena, draw, and whatever needs to be done for the day/night.

Amena: Just don't be that mean to them. :/

Hmmm, somewhat hard, when the higher ups wants something done and I have to be on there asses about something. We will see though.

On a other note, a co-worker asked for your name, Amena.

Amena: Oh? o:

I told him I minded, and he respected that.

Amena: Roby. :/

What? I get defensive about you. X( It somewhat can't be helped.

Amena: That's ok.

(Amena hugs Sour and kisses him)

Thanks.. I love you, Amena. <3

Amena: And I love you too, Roby. ^ ^ <3 <3 <3

<3 <3 <3

[Sour Soul]

So looking at this, made me feel... lousy for not able or draw more. Nothing much else to say. My fault for wasting a talent.

(Avoiding bad thoughts) -___-

[Sour Soul]

By itsmaeril.

[Sour Soul]

So... sleepy me decided to get a new plushie. Now I am thinking what's wrong with me. Agh! I can't think well today!!! >w<

What's the meaning of life again? -__-

[Pacifist]

So... sleepy me decided to get a new plushie. Now I am thinking what's wrong with me. Agh! I can't think well today!!! >w<

What's the meaning of life again? -__-

The meaning of life is clearly to have more plushies.

Plushies are nice.